The Worst Day Of Life
April 26, 2007, 10:39 pm
Filed under: Life

I’m devastated. I’m frustrated. I’m sad. I’m annoyed. I’m depressed. I’m ashamed. I’m angry. I’m mad at myself. I’m everything right now. Every negative feelings you could ever think of.

There’s nothing left for me. I’ve lost. Almost everything. Why is this thing happening to me? I don’t have any tears left to cry. I’m numb. I don’t know what to think. No words could describe my feelings. My emotions. What did I do, sampai I kena treat macam ni? To be hurt this much?

I’m torn. My heart is broken into million little pieces. I can never mend this broken heart. I have no strength. I’m powerless. I just wanna leave. Runaway.

Torn
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn’t be that man I adored
You don’t seem to know, don’t seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.

Theres nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
Youre a little late, Im already torn


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I am feeling exactly the same way right now, that’s how I stumbled onto your post, finding the lyrics to Torn while repeating it on WMP.

I am losing something I love so much because I can’t or am not good enough to have ‘it’.

Hope you find your strength again. Good luck.

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