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I have deleted my third Myspace account since 2005. Hopefully, that one will the last one. For the time being, I don’t wanna open up any new account. This is my home now. I can say anything I want right here. Nobody can stop me. I can express my feelings without restrictions.2007 has been a bad year for me. I just hope there won’t be a continuation of unfortunate and heartbreaking events. I’ve had enough. I am tired of being sad, devastated, frustrated over things. I wanna be happy.
I cut my hair recently. Back to my old style. I guess I’m really comfortable this way. Though it might not look that good, I think it’s better than my previous long straightened hair.
I’m gonna quit my job soon. I really need to get out of that place. I’m not feeling good doing that job without passion and sincerity. I need a break. A good break. I need to take my mind of certain things. Things which has affected me miserably. I know it will be so hard for me to do it. I need to learn how to get up and walk again.
To you my Friend, I know you told me it would be up to me right now to decide. To decide whether you’re worth being my friend or not. I just hope whatever you’ve said earlier via sms is true. Deep in my heart, I know I can’t be mad at you forever. I’m not that kind of person. But I want you to know once again that, I’m hurt. Deeply hurt. If I have the power to disappear, I would.
I guess I have said enough for today.
p/s: Awk, I’m sorry for putting you in a terrible situation. I am in one right now.It’s not my intention to push you away. Neither do I want to make you feel guilty over things. So, please pray for me. Hopefully, I’ll be better soon.
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